my dearest precious little boy jocab, the day you were born was a very special day, when i saw your beautiful face time stood still. I kissed you on your cheek and cherished every second, your skin so soft and warm, your face the image of perfection. Suddenly you were taken from me as you became very sick. Everyday i lived with the hope you would get well but you never did,i prayed to god every day to help you, but i guess his way of helping was to let you go, after 18 days of sorrow, pain and heartache you passed away in my arms, this was the day that my heart broke in two i never felt so helpless wanting to save you but i couldnt. All i could do was hold you close to me and hope that you new i was right there with you as you became an angel in heaven. This day will stay with me for the rest of my life till we meet agian, mummy loves you always my beautiful boy. xxxxxxxxxx